T^T

I woke up late. Very late. I woke up at midday.... Wth, right? Overslept sooooo much. Can't remember the last time I slept in till that late. As a result of sleeping too much, I had to deal with a slight headache. But that was okay because it wasn't as bad as the other headaches I usually get. Well, I kinda just wasted another day of holidays. Ate brekky at 1pm while reliving my childhood by watching Sesame Street, Connie the Cow, Louie, Thomas and Friends, etc. They killed Sesame Street. They killed the puppets and turned them into clay animations. What is this!?!?!?! It's terrible. Almost as bad as what they did to Bananas in Pajamas T^T Talking about pajamas, did you know that the Indians invented the pajamas. But apparently, only the bottoms are called pajamas. Yeh, the pants; not the shirt... No, I'm not so much a retard as to google the history of pajamas.... Seriously, no.

Lalalala lalalala, Elmo's world. I wonder if they'd ever find someone to replace Mr Noodle. You know, the guy behind Shade? The guy who does these really embarassing things and always gets things wrong? Yeh... Omg, I love love love ELMO!!!!! He's so cute. And they kept him as a puppet ^^ Oh yeah, there was an article a while back talking about Bert and Ernie being gay. Yeh, people suspect two children characters of being homosexual. Why do people have to ruin the innocence of children shows by thinking dirty??

Somehow ended up watching Titanic. Only ever watched Titanic one other time. And that was when I was really little. So I didn't remember much. So suddenly decided to watch it today. SO SAD!!!!! Thought it was a bit boring in the beginning. But then things got better as the movie went on. Saddest is when they were freezing in the water and they say all those things. And then Jack dies T^T There went my box of tissues. Puffy eyes. Runny nose. Bin half-full. But I kinda thought Kate Winslet looked a bit too old for Leonardo DiCaprio at the time. He looked so young in that movie. And pretty hot ;) Kate Winslet? She's still ever so pretty. Why are celebrities so pretty??





#60 My Heart Will Go On was the first English song I knew all the lyrics to.

Unplanned

I was planning to do a lot more than what I had actually got done today. I wanted to at least start on commerce, take some really good photos, practice piano for a good few hours, and possibly start a new drama. However, the day started with me waking up rather early and then going out to take photos. I kinda lost track of time and got a little too carried away with my camera. Spent two hours outside. Then procrastinated doing I don't know what (and I can't be bothered remembering).

Piano lesson got moved earlier just for today because my teacher had something going on. So I left my house at 5.30pm, thinking that if the traffic wasn't good, I'd have to wait ages just to cross it. Turned out the traffic was terrible, and I barely made it across the road alive!! Stupid speeding drivers.. I swear everyone road rages so much these days. Jeez, no need to piss yourself. Gosh, and they make it seem like it's my fault they almost ran over someone... Hahas. Well, when I got there eventually, I really thought I was late. But then I heard someone playing inside so I knew I wasn't. So I waited outside, thinking that they'd only be a while longer. I waited for 15mins... Turned out that the person before me was 25mins late for a 30min lesson... Yeh, wth right? Anyways, started learning a new piece today. Played it with my teacher and it sounded really good. Looking forward to learning the whole thing and being able to play it by myself.

Oh, changed my layout. Kinda got bored of the old one cos it was so grey and gloomy. Plus, it's Spring now, so something brighter should be used. Well, here it is.

Btw, does anyone use Skype?? I lost my old account and stopped using it a while ago. Made a new account today so if the people who do use Skype would be so kind as to provide me with the email that they're using. Thanks ^^ Okay, I doubt that many of you actually use it... Oh wells.

Oh, shall read To Kill a Mockingbird this holidays. I'm sure I'll find the time. Plus, it's a good book so I should have no problem with keeping my interest in it. I must also read the second book to Walking Chaos. Since I've only read about halfway into it and gave up because it's not in proper English. I think it's also because this one isn't as good as the first so... Yeh, I lose interest. But I shall strive to read it entirely and enjoy it.

Well, that's all I have to say today. Oh yeah, one more thing. M, can I pretty please come kidnap you from your cousin's place?? Pleeeeease?




#59 My first CD was Big Big World by Emilia. I apparently watched a TVB drama when I was little and fell in love with one of the songs in it. My aunty looked everywhere to find the CD for me ^^

Dj Kaori - Sayonara

Randomly came across this song. Thought it sounded pretty good so I thought I'd be nice and and share. Because sharing is caring. And I care about you guys, I think ;P Even though I know that none of you are actually going to be bothered to watch it. So you know what? I don't need you to care anyways XP I'm fine with not sharing :P Lol, jks. I love my crazy, goofy, stupid, gorgeous, weird, lame, socially challenged friends ;P


First actual day of the holidays. Haven't posted in a while. Haven't been on the comp for a while....

5cm per second: the speed at which cherry blossoms fall. That was my last post on my old blog, I think. Still stand by it though. It's sad that these things happen. It's sad when friends turn into strangers. When one day you could be inseparable. But then in time, start to fall out.

Time: the greatest theif. It changes things. Heals wounds. Tears people apart. Changes people.


I hate technology. I mean, don't get me wrong. Technologic advancement is great in the sense that it makes our live easier and everything so much more efficient. But it's killing us slowly. It's come to a point where we rely on technology to survive. Some people can't even be themselves unless they're on the computer. And that's the thing. It's sad to see that people can no longer maintain good conversations face to face. People begin to find it harder and harder to talk to people. People lost and confused, searching for their true identity. I don't like reading about a friend's life on the internet. I'm the kind of person who likes to have face to face conversations. Even if it is awkward. Talking face to face has a different feel, sincerity, and sense of connection to it. After all, talking is our way of communication and connection. A way to let others understand how we feel. This reminds me of primary school. When they taught us that communication was all about body language, facial expression and tone. That's how we express ourselves. None of this is captured through blogs and msn. And so people start misunderstanding each other. People lose their ability to communicate properly. Communication disintegrates. And we fall apart. It's such a shame. People falling out this way. It's definitely something one would never hope for.


Goal for holidays: take the opportunity that Spring has given me to explore my garden with my camera ^^ Haven't picked up my camera for a while. Maybe go out and take in the season. That is after I take Zyrtec... Wow, just realised how many times I said take... Actually, not that many times... Okay, silly me. Omg, I swear I'm gunna turn into a couch potato. I just spent yesterday and today sitting on the couch watching Live of Ommision and snacking like there was no tomorrow ==" Someone please help me!! Don't wanna die of diabetes or heart attack... Sorry V, I know we're diabetes buddies but I don't wanna die so soon ;)



She's walking in the dark - alone
She calls out into the abyss,
Nothing.
Her eyes fail her.
Her voice fades.
Each step she takes leads to nothingness.


The ground slips from beneath her
And she falls.
She's weightless.
Noone can save her; No one wants to.
Forever falling in a place with no time...








#58 I love love love Pooh Bear. My mum tells me that when I was little, I was chubby like Pooh Bear... I like her comparison ^^

Bad Idea

Sitting here at the comp with a headache. Why? Because I was watching Pirates of the Caribbean for more than four hours. Now I kind of regret it... Seriously guys, don't try it. No matter how good it is, don't give in to temptation. Oh, but it was soooooo good. The feeling of watching one movie which follows on from the previous makes it seems like one long movie all together. I hate how one movie can take so long to make. Like how the lastest came out more than three years after the previous? I dunno. Well, the point is, by the time I watch the newest one, I can't remember where the last one left us, and then the movie doesn't make as much sense as it would if I had remembered. So today, I finally understood every aspect of the series. I think Pirates may actually be my favourite series... But then there's also Fast and Furious, and Die Hard.... Okay, can't choose... *sigh*


Just wondering, is anyone going to the Kpop Music Fest?? Wanted to go. But yeh, just wondering.


Last week of schooooooooool ^^ It doesn't feel like another term has gone by. Almost term 4. Time goes by so quickly when you're busy... Or if you'd like to look at it from another perpective, time flies when you're having fun. I like the second one more. Because it allows for me to delude myself into thinking that I've had a great unstressful term full of fun and games. Speaking fo games, let's play a game. I really wanna play an intense game of cops and robbers at the school at night. It'd be so hectic. Reminds me of School Rumble. It'd be so awesome if school was like that.

So I was reading through my past diary entries the other day and noticed how stupid I sound. Just like when you finally decide to go through all your childhood stuff and find a whole heap of crap, and you think Heyyyy, I remember this... Yeh, kinda like that. Except you also think Wow, that's stupid. So that's I felt when I was looking through my own writing. I think there are always going to be times when you think back and realise how stupid something was. Just like how I always wrote "If lost, please return to " on my diary. As if my diary would make it out of my room. And why would anyone bother picking up a diary and wasting their own money to send someone their diary? But yeh. I guess my point is, there are always going to be tough times which accompany great memories. But one day, you'll look back on it and you 'll laugh at it all, whether it be good or bad. So enjoy every moment as it comes.




#57 I am afraid of those drains that are like a huge gap on the side of the road.

Paper Cut

The past few days have been quite warm and Spring-like. So nicee ^^ It's not too cold when I get out of the shower anymore. And I can actually get out of bed without feeling the need to jump back under my covers. Isn't Spring nice? Well, it'd be all good if we didn't include hayfever. Hayfever sucks *sniff sniff*


So I was in the shower when I noticed I had this random cut on my finger. I always find random stuff on me. Like random bruises and cuts... It makes me wonder whether or not I sleep walk... Or sleep self-harm. Lol, jks. No way that's possible. Seriously. As if I would intentionally hurt myself. I think it's rather stupid to hurt yourself. What will you gain by inflicting pain upon yourself? Plus, I wouldn't be able to cut myself. I'd be too much of a coward to actually slice myself open intentionally. The thought of cutting myself makes me realise how incapable of actually doing it I am. So if you guys ever suspect I'm self harming, be assured that there's no way in hell I'd actually be doing it :)

So in love with Stay Here Forever again. It's such a good song. Love it to bits! ^^ Wells gunna go now since I don't have much to say. Oh, I'm kinda sick of this layout. It's so dark and yeh. I don't like it as much anymore. It's kinda boring. Think I will change it in the near future. I am such a good psychic. Seriously, just you watch. I will change it. I have a good feeling about this ;)








#56 I have never been on a rollercoaster.

Let the Rain Fall Down

Hurt - it's a disgusting thing, isn't it?
A blade that continuously spears and dissects
Your heart, rendering it non-functional.
The pain so unbearable you'd rather be butchered whole.


Time - it's a heartless eye, isn't it?
It mocks us, finds entertainment in our foolishness.
It tortures, slapping you with its hour and second.
This ugly place: nothing but a scrapbook of horrid scenes.


Tears - it's a strange thing, isn't it?
A friend we know too well.
A mother of forgiveness;
The seed of life.
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Hi guys.
I'm tired.
So sleepy. That's pretty much how I feel all the time lately. Dunno why. It's kinda annoying. I think this may be the first sign of turning into a couch potato... Wait, NOOOOOOOO!!! I don't wanna be a couch potato! I like my couch. And I like potatoes. But I don't like my potatoes on the couch... Okay that was weird.... Hahas, this reminds me of history today.


Walk with M this morning and then talk with J as well was pretty awesome. Lol, I know you're secret ;) *wink wink* Well, you know mine... Oh, is that a black and white blazer I see?? Lol, now that reminds me of my speech today. What crap that was. I must be hallucinating. I keep hearing and seeing things that aren't there. I should really get some help..



#55 I have always wanted a ceiling full of stars.